WHEN YOU PEEL BACK MY EYES,

I SEE THE PAIN AND FEEL ALIVE!iota ULTIMA!!!! || 18 y/o; half dragon, half horror, ALL IDIOT! || space ace || She/They, I’m not trans but || ♋️ || Furry; yea I’m the scary furry the media warned you about oooooooooo
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HI!!! IM IOTA!!!!! you mightve recognized me by my typing stims and otherwise usually utterly deranged demeanor! im 18, biologically female (she/her), and im also a... A... A FURRY 😱 GOD HELP US
I live in america. i work at fucking walmart of all places and im saving money to go to tech school and learn welding! my hobbies and interests include going boom boom bo- UHH I MEAN... drawing, writing, sculpting, collecting/designing characters, listening to music, and playing video games! and thats it. NOTHING ELSE!!!!!!!!!!I try to be as friendly as I can, and despite trying my best to avoid conflict i WILL snap should i see fit. i do not tolerate aggression! i hope you dont either.
Im always willing to start a convo with you or listen to you talk, so please dont be afraid to hit me up! I love talking to people and meeting them :> (this is a lie. i LOVE meeting people and talking to them. PLEASE hmu. i have the overwhelming demeaner of a very friendly golden retriever that must constantly be fulfilled).
Speaking of my friends,,, I love them very dearly!! Please check them out and consider supporting them if you can <:]
I have ADHD (self dsx, awaiting professional)! this means that im very prone to misreading/misinterpreting things you say or do, as well as not understanding social cues very well. try to be patient with me! trust me it is as hard for me as it is for youi also have severe anxiety (professional dsx) along with my adhd, and this makes responding to people a massive Pain In My Assholes. the adhd+anxiety wombo combo really takes a toll on you. im so sorry if it takes me a super long time to respond!! please just poke me again i swear to god im never ignoring you.
also, despite having an intense love for talking to people, im actually very very incredibly shy and nervous around others. if i approach you first, there's a good chance its taken me days or even WEEKS to even get the courage to do it! its not unusual for it to take me a long time to respond afterwards, not ONLY because of the aforementioned reasons, but because im trying very very hard to build up the courage to do that again! it does tend to be very difficult for me, so please, again, be patient <:]I tend to talk LIKE THIS!!!! And I use a lot of exclamation marks and emojis too!!! im almost NEVER yelling at you, so please dont think that!
i actually do have quite a few typing stims other than these; you can see them here if youd like!i have a fucking RIDICULOUS amount of interests and hyperfixations, so any of those are a good conversation starter should you wish to talk to me!
in terms of bands, my absolute favorites are Rammstein (regrettably /hj) and KMFDM at the moment. My favorite genres are heavy metal followed VERY CLOSELY by vaporwave. although, while i listen to a lot of music, I dont have many favorite bands as I just listen to whatever I think is good, really! my Super Awesome MegaMix can be found here if you so wish to listen to it!
unfortunately i dont care about shows very much as my short attention span keeps me from watching them, but Futurama, Star Trek (DS9 and Voyager specifically), and Cowboy Bebop are some of my favs!
video games are my favorite form of media, so i have MANY favorites! way too many...
the current ones are Minecraft, Terraria, Nuclear Throne, and more! so. so many more. god help me. too many more.
if youre interested in a general list then click here !!
And,,, speaking of interests,,,, if you'd like a list of my comfort characters, click here <:]above all else, the most important thing to note about me is that im generally not a very serious person at all. i love to make jokes and be funny and mess around and just have fun! despite this, im also very sensitive and passionate at heart. i love and hold that which i cherish very close to my heart. if you can handle my non-serious demeanor, im sure that i'll cherish you too!If you have any suggestions/problems/anything else, don’t be afraid to tell me! im all ears :]

With this, we can complete our work!

funny samuel hayden quote,,,Here’s some examples of my art!
No, you can’t have something for free
I don’t post my raw designs as I am a smaller artist and they can very easily be stolen, so my designs can be found on my TH under the “designs” tab
If you’d like to ask for a commission, you’ll have to see if they’re open. If they are, then you must read my T.o.S (coming Soon. maybe. its been like 4 years).
Please note, I don’t do adopts, and I very rarely do customs. If you think someone has wrongfully claimed one of my designs, please, tell me immediately so I can set it straight!
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Please read this VERY CAREFULLY!!!
If you see a part of my art style that you really like, and would like to trace some of my art in order to try and figure out how I do it, by all means, go ahead! Really, idfk if you’re only doing it for study after all, I’m guilty of the same crime!
HOWEVER,
I absolutely am NOT giving you the right to steal, reproduce, or redistribute my art in any way, shape, or form!
If you do, I WILL take action and there WILL be consequences.Alternatively, you can just DM me and ask how I do it, and I’ll try try best to explain

HELLO!!!! My examples have been temporarily taken away until I can find ones I think will be much better :>.
also cryptobros can go to hell </3

DNI/Phobia list

DNI
Do NOT interact with me/attempt to interact with me if you fit the criteria of any of the following in ANY FUCKING WAY.
The bold ones are things I will not tolerate AT ALL.
Not that any of these are tolerable, mind you
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a pedo, zoophile, rapist/rape apologist/whatever other bullshit things that rapists support, necrophile, lolicon/shotacon consumer (loli is pedophilia btw 😊), or anything else like that.
get the fuck away from me.are an art thief or character thief. my characters mean the entire world to me; they are bits of my soul that i put out into the world, and i WILL NOT tolerate them being STOLEN.into cannibalism, incest
(ESPECIALLY INCEST. fucking die you stupid fucking freaks i hate your guts just fuck off fucjkf off GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH)The general criteria; racist, homophobic, xenophobic; yall know what it isAre just NSFW in general, unless I approach you first (gore is okay)If you actively support big tech corporations like Apple, Microsoft, Amazon, Tesla, or literally anyone else. Corporations do NOT care about you. They are not your friend, they do not love you.never thought I'd say this but support Elon Musk. the dickeating crazy fr 💀
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PHOBIAS, AKA TAG THESE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
Listed from most scared to least scared; mentioning the top two purely for the ””””””””shock value”””””””” will get you blocked and blacklisted IMMEDIATELY.
Also. If you find that funny. I am going to break your fucking head open and FEAST on your SKULL CONTENTS.
I HAVE SEVERE ANXIETY AND ALREADY I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS. I DONT FIND BEING TRIGGERED FUNNY.cannibalism
(do not EVER mention this to me.)medical stuff related to the heart, including anatomically correct hearts (heart attack, stroke, etc)Talking about being physically unable to think/derealizationGraphic depictions/talk of internal organs, especially the lungs, heart, and brainBacteria/illnesses, especially the really bad onescults, being brainwashed (not religious trauma related)Happy Tree Friends (look you can like it idc but dont talk about it with me man)
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UNCOMFORTS
These don’t effect me nearly as strongly as my phobias do, but please refrain from mentioning them anywayHUGE HOLES IN COUCHS AND THE INSIDES OF COUCHES IN GENERAL NO NONONONONONONONO NO NO NO
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Those small spiders with the stick legs and the dot bodies. yucky :(

Contact

These are most of the various places that you can find me; click the links, and they’ll take you there!!
I keep these in order from most used to least used, so your best bet is to click the first link if you want to contact me the fastest!
As a general rule of thumb, if the username is “iotaeggy” or some small variation of it, its probably me! BUT, if you’re unsure, please don’t hesitate to ask! I am stupid and have lost a few accounts by forgetting both the password AND the email SDFLSDFJLSDF OOPS-

Discord
Toyhouse
(favorite site in the world btw)
Priv Twitter (no frq!)its [no longer] that time of the year...
Artfight

SHIT TO KNOW (aka trivia)Please, never be afraid to talk to me! I try my hardest to be as nice as I can, but I still have the capacity for aggression,,,,I absolutely LOVE to make friends! If you want to, then please talk to me! I get nervous with unsolicited dms, but other than that PLEASE talk to me I LOVE meeting people!!!
If youre older than me however, there's a good chance I'll be a little wary around you! Just dont say anything fuckin weird and we'll get along ^^
Alsoalso if I contact you through any method at all and Im not directly asking you a question (or even if I am) there’s a very good chance I want to be your friend PLS PLS PLS talk to me I love talking to people!!!! im not beating the friendly puppydog demenor allegations todayDue to my ADHD, I tend to be very emotional and expressive; my moods can change on a whim. Its most likely not you! im just mentally ill 😔
On this, you can almost always tell my mood from the way I type! if my typing sounds dull/bland/tired im probably in a bad mental state :<I love talking. I LOVE IT !!!! If you get me going about something I love I will NOT SHUT UP. i cant fucking shut up !!!
But, on this, I also love to listen! You can rant to me about anything and I’ll try my best to give support and understand, even if it is something I don’t like or is seen as problematic; I try my hardest not to judge!!!I... I DO swear a lot! In case you havent noticedIronically, despite my naturally aggressive nature and interests, I’m actually very sensitive to IRL gore and gratuitous violence BALJDALFLSJLSDF, mostly to other people and soft animals. so if you send me that shit i will ACTUALLY fucking find you
Also, despite my sensitivity to dark subjects, I VERY MUCH love them (BODY HORROR BELOVED...)
Some might be present in my writing and character designs, just look out for those!! I’ll always do my best to put everything behind a spoiler tag, though!
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Ask me about my stories. I LOVE talking about my stories!!!!yea im a furry. ooo so scary ooga booga
look I dont CARE if you dont like them or not, but !!!! dont just harass me for enjoying something I enjoy. not cool !!!!
im not a zoophile and also im of the firm belief that zoophiles arent furries (or people) in the first place :D [they should be sent to the woodchipper.]
If you genuinely have a problem with me, just tell me! I'm open to talk! I cant promise I wont lose my temper, because Im still working on that,,, but I'll try to stay as objective as possible!
But honestly, if you really, REALLY well and truly dont like me, then just... block me? thats what the button's there forIf I do something/support someone/whatever else bad or wrong, for the love of God PLEASE just fucking tell me! I have a hard time catching this myself.
Don’t yell at me, though! I’ll understand you better if you explain calmly. Also, there's a good chance that if you yell I just wont listen in the first place (i am incredibly stubborn)
On that, just don’t yell at me in general! It upsets me pretty bad, and I have a tendency to NOT be the bigger person, so I’ll probably yell back. honestly, dont be a dickI use tone indicators, so please use them around me too! If you don’t know what one of them means, you just have to ask ^^^there is a very good chance you're not going to find NSFW on my profiles, or at least the ones i make public. even though Im no longer a minor, talks of sex/sexuality tend to make me very unhappy. please try not to talk about it around me, unless I know you well and have said its okay.
if i find out you're a NSFW account, there's a good chance I'll block you, or at least block that account. I ask that you try not to contact me about that, as no matter how silly or idiotic it may seem, i DO have my reasons, and I truly dont owe it to anyone to see somehting I dont want to. please dont contact me as a NSFW account; if you have a SFW one use it. i guess the only exception is if I contact you firstHey!!! I DO say things like "oh my god/for the love of Christ" and other things like that but!!! If youre a Christian I really dont mean to insult!! Its just how I talk/think and I'm not going to change it just because 1 person out of 100 is insulted by it, but I really dont care if youre a Christian! Besides me having an inherent dislike/distrust of religions everywhere I see nothing wrong with it!i know i keep saying this, but its true: I can come off as very agressive slfjlsfjsdlf I promise I dont act that way pretty much at all online or even IRL, just when I'm angry or trying to defend myself from others. AKA, my hostility is an act to get people I dont want near me away SDUFJOSDFJ
THAT DOESNT MEAN IM NOT GENUINELY HOSTILE BECAUSE I CERTAINLY CAN BE 😭

INTERESTS OF MINE
In no particular order :>MAJOR CURRENT INTERESTS/HYPERFIXATIONS
PASSIVE CURRENT INTERESTS/HYPERFIXATIONS
EXTREMELY PASSIVE/FORMER CURRENT INTERESTS/HYPERFIXATIONS
GENERAL INTERESTS
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Pizza Tower
Minecraft
Nuclear Throne
Terraria [Calamity Mod]
Bloodborne
Rain World
ULTRAKILL
Doom 2016/Eternal
Heavy Metal
Vaporwave
Mr.TomatoS/Ms.LemonS (goddamn tomato game /lh)
Doki Doki Liturature Club
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine/Voyager
Disco Elysium
Cant believe ive forgotten it for this long but, Cuphead (saltbaker beloved)
Cyberpunk 2077
City Pop
Dark Souls
Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice
Hotline Miami + HM2: Wrong Number
Hollow Knight
Yakuza Kiwami
Futurama
Superjail!
Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt
i can finally add it. Peepoodoo and the Super Fuck Friends
Old anime like Salor Moon, Cowboy Bebop, Fullmetal Alchemist, etc.
RNB (specifically The Weekend and Sade)
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NON-MEDIA RELATED
bees (I FUCKING LOVE BEES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ask me about bees. i am begging you.)
Vaporwave/Paradise/Big City/Japanese themes and aesthetics
All of my current hobbies :>
Collecting things! (currently collecting: rocks/concrete, random trinkets, earrings, rubber duckies, candles, notebooks, etc)
Birds! mostly pigeons and corvids
Billy Idol/his genre of music
Hell's Kitchen/Kitchen Nightmares
Nature docs? I dont watch them often but I love them
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THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SPECTRUM
Things I absolutely, genuinely cannot fucking standLOATH
DISLIKE
UNCOMFORTS
MEH
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Wheatly from Portal 2
Breaking Bad/Dexter/Family Guy AFTER season 4 (bb/dexter trigger my anxiety)
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ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING ON MY PHOBIA LIST. DO NOT FUCKING MENTION THEM TO ME. I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bands with creepy-ass names like "C//nnible Corpse" or some shit
religion. sorry
Adult animated shows, MOST of them anyway

FRIENDS!!This is a list of most, if not all of my dear friends!!!
Check them out if you want, they’re really awesome!
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MY SISTERS
My favorite people in the world!
Borg!!
Katrina!!!
I have another sister but she doesnt really have social media (king shit)MY MOOTS!!!!
you people rock!
Birb!
Sashema!
Tae!
Arvy!
Devin!
Ollie!
Callum!
RAY!!!
Project!
Sam!
Panic!
Lena!you guys mean everything to me; i love you all very dearly and I hope I never leave your sides <:]

Wait the fuck up, Samurai!!! There’s some things you should know!my discord tag is iotaultima (formerly iota ultima!!!#0437), but before you add me heed this !!!First off,
My statuses are extremely important in conveying what mood I’m in! Respect my boundaries and I’ll respect you ^^
Do Not Disturb:
I use this when I’m either very upset or busy.
DO NOT DM ME WHEN MY STATUS IS ON DND.
The only exception to this is if you’re a friend, or if I have DM’ed you first.
Occasionally though, I have my status on DND for long stretches of time. If my status ISNT worrying or if I’m playing a game, don’t be afraid to DM me, because I can forget to change my status! Also, drawing with desktop notifs on is painful [sob]
Idle:
I use this when I’m mildly upset, or generally not paying attention.
Feel free to DM me!!
My responses will probably be slow, however but honestly when arent they [sob]
Online:
I use this when I’m actively engaged in Discord conversations.
DM me if you want, I’ll do my best to reply!!
Invisible:
I’m offline.
You can DM but I won’t see it until I come back on!
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Second,
Please don’t DM me without warning!
If we’re talking in a text channel, that’d be a good time to do it. Just... please don’t do it out of the blue! Try to establish contact with me first; I get extremely nervous when DM’ed by someone I’ve never seen,,
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thats all i can think of for now sldfsjdf, go add me if you want go go GO!!!!!

HI welcome to the list of my typing stims
I'll refrain from adding my other irl stims, since most people wont hear them anyway SDKFJSLDFJ-Keysmashing-
(ex: "siflsfjldfsjfl", usually used to express... a sigh? Exasperation? Things like that?)
-USING CAPS!!!!-
I like!!! to fucking use caps!!!! I tend to be very expressive when I type, thats why I do that! I'm not yelling at you, I swear ^^
-Using emojis/kamojis-
I JUST... I LIKE USIN THE LITTLE FELLAS LOOK AT THEM FUCKIN GO!!! :>
-Misspelling words-
This one isnt on purpose I just genuinely suck at typing shit out BAHAHADSFLIJSLFDJ
-Talking!!! Like this!!!-
I don’t know how to describe it but!!! I talk!! Like this a lot! If you catch me saying anything at all at any time ever I think you’ll understand what I mean!
-Average Gen-Z Talk-
I say "bruh" a lot mostly, but I'll occasionally use some other colloquialisms like "bussin", "fr", "based", things like that
-Intentional Miscapitalization-
Im sure youve seen it by now, how i tend to Capitalize Certian Words to achieve a Certain Effect. thats what this is!

yo it’s the uhhhhhhhh the fuckin uhhhhhh ToS

Comforts List!!!!!HI I’m a comfort character hoarder!! I love these characters SO MUCH and they mean a LOT to me! I love talking about them and thinking about them,,,,,,,
some of them are strange so be nice please!IOTA’S COMFORTS:
not really in order :>
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Major comforts
Smaller comforts
Smallest comforts
anybody who's underlined is a perma comfort
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Peppino Spaghetti
yes at one point i was/kinda am a Cringe Ass Pizza Tower Fan
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Fake Peppino/Bruno
idk man hes just a little guy!
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The Noise
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hes stupid. just like me. fr
Pizzahead
man idk. he's kinda just af unny man
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Chef Saltbaker
ABSOLUTE BELOVED,,
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Cagney Carnation
another beloved. i love the stupid adhd-coded flower
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The Twins
lets not talka bout them
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Beppi the Clown
AN EVEN MORE ADHD CODED FREAK? sign me up
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King Dice
cmon now. everybody and their mom loves Dicey
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Natasha
i am being completely serious when i say this. i will never not love natasha. i have called her my girlfriend on multiple occasions. i am deranged about her. do you understand. you dont understand do you. you never will
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Jared
he's really sweet :] a breath of fresh air for the Superjail! cast. he deserves literally NONE of the shit he gets. fyi i hate the Warden. take that Superjail! fans everywhere.
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The Moon Presence
moon mother!!! generally just a very cool design/final final final boss
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Mergo's Wet Nurse
Maybe its not really the character herself, but I absolutely ADORE this boss. something about fighting a horror who's face is genuinely beyond comprehension while a literal lullaby plays got me and will continue to get me for Forever
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Eileen the Crow
crow aunt
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Solaire of Astora
EVERYBODY loves soilaire. im no exception. look at him. look RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
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The Doctor
he's a brilliant character. thats all (i dont know what to say)
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Benjamin Sisko
hes always exuded such a comforting presence to me!! a great fatherly figure and a tough-as-nails bastard who probably should've been born as a klingon if we're talking honestly here
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Tuvoc
im not too sure why?!! ive always loved tuvoc though! what a guy :]
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Vic Fontaine
FUCKING 1950'S ERA SENTIENT AI ARE YOU KIDDING ME? OF COURSE I LOVE HIM
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Goro Takemura
those damn eyes. i dont understand how they make me feel. but it kinda scares me.
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Jackie Wells
PURE MAN. DID NO WRONG.........
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Johnny Silverhand
yknow i actively keep forgetting why i love him so much, but then i realize its because he's a Great Fucking Character who's generally well-meaning, even if he is a massive asshole to you over the course of the game
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Delamain
THE STUPID FUCKING CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love him so much. fruity ai car bastard mf took my entire heart.
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Toy Freddy
IDK MAN. he's just a big ol huggable bear!
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Withered Bonnie
idk! toilet bonnie has always had a comforting presence to me
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Gehrman, the First Hunter
stop looknig at me like that. hes cool
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Kim Kitsuragi
I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH. if you've played Disco Elysium you Understand
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Richter
if youve played HM2 and you DONT like this guy? dni. simple as that. /j (for HM1 its understandable and i too wanted it to be canon that jacket strangles him but in HM2 they really build on his character and motivation. i mean. if you got a call that your own MOTHER was about to be killed for you not doing a good job then im sure you'd massacre people too.)
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The Son
he has his moments
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Vicar Amelia
dog mom? not sure why i like her so much. i think its her design. shes GORGEOUS?
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WARDEN MINECRAFT?!
wardens are a comfort species fr. i love speculating about them and their origins quite a bit!
(.)The Radiance
MOTH MOTHER?! i love her so much. she deserved so much better.
(.)Robot
THE FUCKING BOOBER. I LOVE IT SO MUCH. PURE INNOCENT LITTLE CREATURE. DID YOU KONW ITS CANON THAT IT MUTATES SIMPLY TO FIT IN? AND IT THREATENES TO EAT THE THRONE IN ITS SPEECH LITTLE MANIS SO PURE IT DESERVES EVEYRTHING IN THE WORLD
(.)Crystal
i used to be a crystal main. oh regret. /j.
anyway she's really cool! she seems so confident and proud. and her speech is really sad, where she talks about saving her family. sorrow. genuinely just a really cool character, especially coming from a game that looks simple like NT does
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Horror
THATS A FUCKING PUPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! -a moot of mine, 2023, colorized
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Melting
they remind me of my sister
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Thone II
LOOK i fucking adore htis hting ok i fucking love this chair. the first time i ever fought Throne II i knew it existed, but I didnt know what it looked like or how it spawned in, so i was completely and totally awestruck when it materalized LIKE THAT and for the entire fight after. it TOTALLY kicked my ass but that love of Throne II has persisted for a very long time. also i built it irl. i own it. i own the chair. you should see it sometime
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Lil' Hunter
he's fuckign dumb okay. he's stupid. his comfort factor comes in solely because of how much my sister and i hav emade fun of him. he's an idiot. but he's a FUNNY idiot. and i guess that makes it better ?
Frylock
box of fries. yet ANOTHER strange iota comfort character. hes really cool. also my sister deepfried an image she found of Frylock with braces on and set it as her lockscreen (still there btw), and when i found that scene In The Flesh i fucking screamed "FRYLOCK WIT A GRILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!" it was a great moment
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HEY!!! If youre reading this, that means you want to see some of my names!!
Well, here they are!

Preferred names:
Iota (eye-oh-tah);
main name. used Fucking Everywhere. i make jokes about it constantly (such as it always being used in my usernames, or me calling myself shit like "hi-ota" or "dumb-ota" or even naming my fucking debit card "card-ota".) if you dont know it at this point im seriously concerned for your ability to parse information from your surroundings.
Delta/デルタ (dell-tah/de-ru-ta);
second name. usually used around people im not too comfortable/happy with
Disco/Discoで (disco de);
tertiary name. used with people im even LESS comfortable withOther names/nicknames:
Throne/Throne II;
this one comes from a server where my nickname has been "#1 throne ii enjoyer" ever since i got there
Chicken Drum;
not sure how this one came to being? pff. whatever
Moth;
its a name ive considered trying out, but have never really been called. im not too sure on it, but if you want to call me moth then go ahead!
Paradise;
the name of one of my fursonas. if i was ever to be called this i would cry literal tears of joy
Ali;
the shortened form of my deadname. never used unless youre a very, VERY close friend of mine and ive said im fine with it